Biyernes, Pebrero 8, 2013
Blur
Issues and disruptions are the primary reason why an IT is needed. The main goal is to mitigate operation's interruption, but in real life I don't solve them. I sleep with them instead.
This is the point in time where "what if's" can't haunt me anymore. This is the chapter that I have to think ahead and seize every moment. I didn't complain, but I used to tell how I suffer pain. I don't know whom I should recent, or if there would be someone to blame. What I'm certain about is I did not know who I really am.
I didn't know how far I could go until I started walking; I was not aware of being patient until waiting is my only option. I was only convinced that I could read when I learned to understand; I didn't know that I could be compassionate until I tried listening. I didn't know that I could love until tears caught me. My life bounces back and forth inside the four corners of my room, and of my work station. Three fourths of me is thankful and blessed, but the latter part still asks if this is really life. If this is it, how can I bring it into the Holy will of God? When in fact I have devoted myself into literals.
Pleasure is in the eye of the people who see me along my way, and how they wish they could also stand on my shoes. But pleasure is only in the eye.. not every person like me finds the real happiness. I've got what I've been praying for, and I love where I'am today, but in return I have to leave home and continue the journey with me and myself. It was then that I realized that we cannot have it all. I've traveled into space and time, I make my life the train instead of making it the station. But it doesn't filled with enormous light, that provoked me to learn how to kill life. Now it leads me to merely living...
I just breath....
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